Why do I seem to have so much faith built up for people who seem to not have any at all?
Society is cruel. Its fucked up. Humans are of all different shades, good and honestly mostly bad.
I’m just like you.
But I refuse to live life seeing good people unhappy or miserable.
I’ll believe in you all.
Please, have a little faith in me.
And if not me, just have faith.
To do so, is to live beyond yourself.
Put yourself aside, and live.
I just want to be good enough. The end.
I know I am. But the end.
Hoping tomorrow is worth the time. I just can’t afford to go backwards any longer.
(Source: heartmindawakening, via hdiep)
“Evil isn’t born, it’s made.”
Watched Anonymous. Interesting, less respect for “Shakespeare” but more respect for the poetry. Overall lesson: be true to your heart or you’ll be f’ed up in the long run repressing your true feelings. But I already knew that :)
Some people just fail.
Went to Santana row/Valley fair mall to kill off some time today. Was reminded why I keep telling myself to boycott shops like Urban Outfitters.
Walk in the shop, find a shirt and scarf that was kinda cute. Little over priced and not that amazing, but grabbed my attention. I go to the fitting room area. One staff is there, just walking around pretending to look busy. No other customers. I stand there with a “uhhhh what do I do?” look on my face for a while until he finally gives me eye contact. Staring at me like I’m not supposed to be there. I ask “Can I try this on?” He responds in a super stuck up voice “What?” nigga, let me try this shirt on, why else would I be there. I kindly repeat myself, and he mumbles something like “leave that there” looking at my shirt and scarf. Then he walks away to open a door. I wait there because he told me to leave my clothes there, slightly confused because he is barely acknowledging me (I thought that’s the staff’s job…) then he looks back at me, standing there. I ask “Did you want me to come in?” and he extremely condescendingly says “I said leeeeave your scarrfff therrre.” “my bad, I couldn’t hear you.”
Go to ring up my stuff. Walk up to the register. One dude is there. No other customers or staff. I stand there looking at him intently trying to see if he’ll even notice me staring at him. He looks at his manicured nails for a few seconds, stands there taking his sweet ass time, and starts to type in the computer, THEN takes my stuff and starts ringing it in. All the while, not once did he say a word to me OR give me eye contact at all. A female staff comes in the register and the second she steps on he acknowledges her with a cheery “Heyy!” Where the hell was that attitude this whole time, up his ass? Gives me my bag and I just walk away.
Your shit ain’t even that cute, its over priced for shit, and looks like everything else. Get over yourself.
Must boycott. :/
Maybe I’m freakin old or something. But fuck that shit where you’re too stuck in your own shit to even not have social etiquette and not acknowledge someone’s presence. ESPECIALLY when you work in retail. Grow some people skills. And if you hate it so much, get a new damn job!
Walked into Artizia later on in the day. People there were super friendly, greeted me the second I walked in, asked when I needed help, didn’t hover over me like crazy, and just did their freakin job by being respectful. Thats the difference there.
